"Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell."
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
To My Summer Love
To My Summer Love,
Everyone told me to not get too attached. It's only for the summer, they said. Don't make it harder to say goodbye than it has to be. I couldn't help it, though. I fell for you too fast- too hard. Now I'm back in the real world, and you are in another country, 1000 miles away from me. I try so hard to keep myself from talking to you- it will only make things worse- but how could I ever forget you? I can't even fall asleep without holding the stuffed bear you bought me near our favorite restaurant. Our song is now the most played on my iTunes. And in all your new Facebook pictures, you're wearing that hat I gave you. Pictures of us scatter the walls near my bed- in them we are happy, we are together. Hard to believe that what seems like the years we have spent apart have really only been a few months. I only knew you for one summer, but even our first week together I liked you more than I ever thought I could like someone. This distance is slowly eating away at me. If I don't talk to you soon I might just melt away...
Missing you so much it hurts,